An update for anyone who reads this on a regular basis (as if).
I got engaged, I’m pretty stoked about that. It’s weird to think that I’m gong to married. It was weird, there was kind of an explosion of engagements/getting married amongst my extended group of friends here recently. I guess that’s what happens when you get to be around 30.
I still hate my job and have tried to think of several ways to not do it. The problem is, they are paying me too much to quit. Stupid reason, I know, but my girlfriend is in massage school and until she finishes, I’m the only income in the house and we’re kind of living off of her savings too.
I feel more and more isolated from the world every day. I have a couple friends who I see. My other friends have either abandoned me or I’ve abandoned them. I guess some are just geographic stuff and the small fact that I’m more and more less inclined to leave my house. My hermit friend and I exchange letters and talk on some Saturday nights (when he plugs in his phone, because he is drunk enough to face the world).
I’m building a fence at home. The worse part about it is, I’m totally stoked about it. I’ve not fished much all year. Maybe the past two years. I don’t really love fishing alone and it’s just not working out with most of my fishing friends.
I feel like life is in a huge state of flux. Where everything is being wrung out so what is important can stay. I suppose periodic catharsis is good for the soul.
I’ve not been writing.
My computer at home is broken.
As of this morning, of our three cars, we have one that is working.
Our dog is in the vet for the second consective day because she ate an entire rack of rib bones.
I smoked cigarettes for the first time in like 4 months last night. I’m worried that my girlfriend is going to keep smoking.
I’m worried our dog is going to die.
I’m supposed to build 90 feet of fence this weekend.
Fuckin’ shit.
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